Suicide

Christianity condemns suicide. Hypnosis and channelings have shown that things are more complex. There is no punishment on the other side for those who have put an end to their lives, but many times whoever commits suicide surrenders to a demon or does‘t go to the Light. Many even become covid souls (part of the entity called covid or ouroboros).

Kenny, 30, ever since moving to her new house, began to have paranormal attacks on a physical and mental level. Her hair sprang up, she had chills and dizziness, she choked, she ran out of energy, she had panic attacks, etc. We channeled our guide who found out that her brother Rune had lived in that house 200 years ago. We contacted Rune and he told us that he wanted to get back at Kenny, because she had kicked him out of the house in the early 1800‘s. Their parents died and Kenny who was older took care of him with the help of a servant. Rune was mentally retarded and didn‘t go to school. His sister got married and moved to the capital, leaving Rune alone with the servant. The day came when she could no longer keep her father's house, so they sent the boy to a nursing home. He was very unhappy there and one day, at 17 years old, he climbed on the roof and jumped to his death. His soul returned home where he stayed until now. Kenny's soul chose to live in that house again in order to find her brother and help him go to the Light. It was hard to persuade him, as he was hell-bent on staying there and getting his revenge, although Kenny apologized to him during the session. He left and the guide had to bring him back for me to continue deliberating. I finally managed to get him to go to the Light, but after granting him the right to visit his sister. After a few weeks Kenny started having the same symptoms as before. Was Rune back? The spirits that are in the Light have no negativity any longer and can‘t cause any harm. Kenny realized that now she was the one causing these problems  because of her fear. Her psychic friend contacted Rune and he said that he loved his sister and wanted to stay with her for a while and help her. Kenny calmed down and the discomfort disappeared. She‘s happy to have Rune now, since he‘s like a guide to her.

Menia, 19, came over with her sister Esmeralda to have a regression. However, she couldn't see anything and we had to interrupt it. Esmeralda offered to do it in her place and get as much information as she could from her guide about Menia. I led her to her guide and when we asked why Menia hadn‘t been able to see anything. We found out that she had an entity in her aura. This is a common reason why many people can‘t receive impressions from a past life. Esmeralda was able to communicate with the entity. She was a woman who had committed suicide in the seventies in the house where the two sisters now lived. Her boyfriend died in an accident and she didn't want to live without him. She jumped off the staircase and died. But her pain prevented her from going to the Light and she stayed in that house. I called her boyfriend, who was in the Light and he came. The woman was overjoyed  and they went together into the Light. Menia was free from the entity's nefarious influence and her sister's guide said that after a few months she could do a regression.

Clara, 42, had a channeling session for her grandfather who had committed suicide. Our guide said that he had stayed in darkness and he brought him to us. My coworker who was in trance transmitted his words to me. He had taken his life because of the financial problems he had. He felt unable to provide for his family and his feeling of shame kept him in the low astral plane. He also believed that his family held a grudge against him for having failed. Clara told him that the whole family had forgiven him and his soul calmed down. He thanked us and went to the Light.

Joanna, 43, wanted to have a channeling session in order to communicate with her husband who taken his life 10 years earlier. His soul had stayed for 8 years with his wife and daughter, since the pain they felt was overwhelming. That pain didn‘t allow the man‘s soul to go to the Light. But then he was able to detach himself from them and return to his spiritual home. He went through the cleansing process and then over to his soul group in order to prepare his next incarnation. In this state souls lose their memories from their past lives, since those would come in the way of the preparation. So Joanna and her daughter couldn‘t talk to him about his earthly life. But all three were in the same soul group and thanks to that he was able to transmit some messages to our guide for the two women and vice versa. They cried non-stop throughout the session and it was all very emotional. Our guide finally gave them some advice to help them get rid of the pain and move on. They thanked us wholeheartedly and promised to light a candle for their husband/dad. This helps souls have a closer communication with those who are still incarnated.

Demetrio, 42, suffered from frequent illnesses and his sister, Lambriní, asked us about him. The reason was soul loss, about 75%, from a past life. Our guide collected the lost soul fragments and during the soul retrieval session he told us how he had lost them. His past life was in Saint Petersburg in 1898. His name was Georgiev and he lived in the royal palace, as a member of the royal family. He was in love with a girl and the feelings were mutual. They had decided to keep it a secret in order to enjoy their love more, by having a common secret. The girl was also from the nobility, so there would be no problem getting married, they thought. Unfortunately, Georgiev's mother had made an arrangement with another family for Georgiev to marry the daughter of that family. At that time parents did this, since marriage used to be a business agreement. Upon hearing the dire news, the boy protested and refused to marry her. That was a disgrace for the other family, and the bride's brother called him to a duel. He had to accept, in order to defend the honor of his own family. The two young men placed themselves on their corresponding spots and started taking the required steps. Then they turned around and at that moment Georgiev shouted: Although my mother has dishonored me, I will not dishonor myself and I will not take another man’s life. He put the gun to his temple and pulled the trigger. That suicide wasn’t a disgrace to him, but it was to his parents, who lost their title. The young man showed courage and everyone admired his act. But his soul stayed there, next to his girl friend. She spent her life alone, with the company of her beloved one, whom she felt close to her. When she died, the girl's soul stayed there too, up until now. We had to explain to her that Georgiev had just gone to the Light. Georgiev's consciousness was taken to the Light during the session, but the energetic part of his soul joined his present soul, Demetrio. It´s hard to explain, as the necessary words to describe the difference between consciousness and soul don’t exist. We called upon the boy's conscience, it came and his girl friend followed him into the Light. It was once again a very emotional moment.

However, most suicides occur because of the presence of a demon who is attached to people. And in this case the souls can’t go to the Light. The sole desire or impulse to die or take one's life is caused by dark forces and it’s a deal. 

Miguel, 19, had suicidal thoughts. He didn’t get along very well with his parents and took a box of tranquilizers. After a while he regretted it and told his parents about it. They took him to the hospital where he had a stomach wash. He was then taken to a psychiatric clinic, where he had to stay for two weeks. He managed to get out, but he had to visit the psychologist for some time. Miguel thought that the goal of his suicide attempt was to scare his parents. I put him under hypnosis, we went to the source of his suicidal impulses and saw that he had two entities in his aura. I spoke to both of them and helped them go to the Light. One was the soul of a German man who had killed his wife and her lover. It was pretty difficult to convince him, as he was full of hatred. The second one was the soul of a French soldier who participated in Napoleon's wars and died in a battle. That one was even more difficult to convince. He had dedicated his body and soul to France and Napoleon. I had to explain the entire true history of mankind to him, how the Nephilim and their secret fraternities manipulated people and governments and ruled in an invisible way with the help of demons and humans that they corrupted. High-rank demons had told him that he had to hurt Miguel in order to climb higher and be free. He ended up recognizing the deception and got angry with himself. He promised Miguel to make it up to him for the damage he had caused him and he went to the Light. I took Miguel to his guide and he told us that the demons had entered Miguel's body because he felt very oppressed by his father, who constantly pushed him to study and be the best student. The oppression created feelings of anger and stress, his aura weakened, and demons entered. Furthermore, the demons convinced him that he didn’t need any treatment, as the attempt had been nothing more than an act of protest. But now it became clear that it wasn’t so, but that Miguel was deceived. Demons know how to hypnotize you and make you see a false reality.

Panayotis, 45, had many problems and several entities, but I am going to focus on his past life in Colombia, 1935. He was the son of a hunter and they lived in a house in the forest. He often went hunting with his father, and with some neighbors and their son. He fell in love with the neighbor's son. But he didn't show it, homosexuality was totally taboo back then. He was an introverted boy, immersed in his repressed thoughts and feelings. He grew up and his father married him off to a girl, the daughter of an acquaintance. They never made love. His only joy (but also suffering) was during the hunt, when his beloved one was there. He got married too, and he did make love to his wife, who got pregnant. One day there was an accident in the hunt. Panayotis' father meant to shoot an animal, but the bullet hit the neighbor's son, who died. Panayotis didn’t have a reason to live any more. One day at the hunt, a while after the first incident, he walked a bit further away from the others and shot himself. He already had a demon from a past life and the suicide deal was with that demon. His soul didn’t go to the Light and now he was attached to his best friend, who was the secret love of his life in Colombia. Panayotis's wife was the same, and they didn't make love in this life either. His best friend was red, that is, a person incarnated with the help of a demon, only from another past life than the one in Colombia. That combination of being red and at the same time having Panayotis past life parallel attachment influenced deeply the couple's relationship. Thanks to the SRT he had, his old self is breaking free and his friend is losing his influence over him. He has already moved to another country and Panayotis is feeling much better. In the life in Colombia a shadow was also formed because of the silent suffering and self-repression that he underwent, but that is being cleared too. I must add that he wasn’t homosexual, the same sex attraction was transmitted to him by the demon, who did it in order to push him to commit suicide.

An acquaintance of mine, Sophia, 24, had a red boyfriend. When she walked out on him he became very aggressive towards her, he hit her and treated her like dirt. In spite of that she went back to him. I didn't quite understand why and I had a look at her (parallel’s) past life. It was in Italy, Bologna, 1937. She was a pretty and conceited teenager. At school she had several friends and they talked about the boys from the school next to theirs. She and a friend agreed to compete for the love of a certain boy, but without either of them being interested in him. The loser would buy with her savings a pretty dress that they had seen in a store for the winner. Sophia managed to get Alexander's attention with her looks and gestures. They started talking and she made him think with her attitude that she liked him. The other girl failed and she had to buy Sophia the dress. It was a dress with pleats at the front and at the bottom, it was awesome. But the other girls heard about the bet and one of them told Alexander. He didn’t believe it and kept pursuing Sophia. She got tired of that game and turned him down. He realized that the other girl had told him the truth and he confronted her about it. She was stunned, as she didn't expect him to know. He forced her to tell him the truth and she ended up confessing, saying that it was just a game and that she didn't expect him to take it so seriously. He was very upset. One day he appeared in front of Sophia and her friends, and told her that he knew how he would get back at her. And then he pulled a gun out. The girls started screaming. He said that she would pay for her little game. And he shot himself. She stayed single. She became a teacher and taught children about the importance of respecting other people’s feelings and tried to help them to become responsible adults. The desire for revenge handed Alexander over to a demon who made him kill himself and helped him incarnate as who he is now and torture her some more. The demon became his guide. In that life Sophia lost many soul fragments because of the sadness and remorse she felt. Had she dumped him in this life, he would probably have killed himself again. So now Sophia tried to cleanse him alone, with her advice and love. She worked hard on that project, since he improved a lot after they got back together. For a while he followed her advice, prayed, drank holy water and consciously worked on his own development. However, Sophia suffered from constant attacks from the red's guide, meaning that she kept losing energy, feeling sick and waking up with scratches and bruises. The improvement didn´t last long; the guy became his old self again and they ended up breaking up for good. He wasn´t an El anyway, while she was. So another reason why his demon led him to her was to steal her El energy through way too much sex.  He even convinced her to have sex with him after they had broken up, although she knew it was a serious deal that would lead to her higher self´s fall and her premature death. Her excuse was that she felt this was going to be the last time and it would help him become an El himself. It was the last time, after all, he achieved what his demon had set out to do, i.e. make her die prematurely. Only after 2 years she was killed and switched with a clone. And not only once, her clones were killed dozens of times and switched with new clones. But before all this happened, she went to Bologna on business and met an old woman who had been a teacher and who told her this exact same story. That woman was her parallel from the life I found for her! This is amazing proof and it was granted by God to help her trust me more. Alas she didn´t, but kept making major mistakes against my advice that led to not only her losing her life as such, but also to having covid-19 introduced in the world and everything else that followed. She was a key person in all of this and her mistakes gave the dark elite the right to do the rest and take over Creation. Her clone became a dedicated adversary of the work the Armageddon team did. But darks lost.

I have had two friends who committed suicide because of being depressed. They both had strong demons and they surrendered to them. The second one made a deal with an ET after dying. Then they both incarnated as red. Unfortunately I couldn´t help them, because they didn´t believe me. My twin soul also committed suicide in a way, but did so indirectly, knowing that he was ill and refusing therapy, until it was too late. That suicide was a decision of his soul, and he did it to break the curse that we both had from a past life and that had sent 28 demons to us. His sacrifice, although it nearly killed me because of the pain it caused me, helped me to seek and find the truth, as well and dedicate myself to spiritual work and go through the astral Armageddon. 

I had another friend, Pericles, who was on the verge of taking his life due to imminent bankrupcy. I had just gotten my degree in hypnotherapy and read William Baldwin´s books on SRT, so I had zero experience. Pericles was spiritually open, which means he could communicate with spirits. He seemed to be able to hear his spirit guide and used to tell me stories. His name was Alfonso and they were together in a past life in Spain, in the late 19th century. He said they were lovers back then and he had remained on earth for two hundred years in order to be close to Pericles every time he incarnated. Pericles, who didn´t have an earthly partner, rejoiced and accepted Alfonso.  I did wonder about may things he said to him, because they didn´t fit so well with what I knew about the spirit world. I didn´t know that an earthbound spirit couldn´t be a light guide, but then Alfonso offered to solve his financial problems in exchange for something he wouldn´t tell him. Pericles was very tempted, but not knowing what the exchange was, he might get involved in situations beyond his control, so he declined the offer. Alfonso got very angry and didn´t show up again. I did a hypnosis session on him to see if Alfonso had told the truth. Pericles saw the life in Spain, but not that he and Alfonso were lovers. I started the process to send Alfonso to the Light, but Pericles reacted, saying that he had helped him and he loved him and that he would leave on his own when the problems were over. I naively complied. The difficulties for my friend, however, were increasing until he reached the point of wanting to die again, although I had found a solution for him. I told him to reject Alfonso, because not only he didn´t seem to help him, but he probably hurt him. He denied it and we had another session. He saw the life in Spain again. He knew a sorcerer who taught him about the occult and Alfonso was his apprentice. Pericles didn´t cast any spells, he only studied general metaphysical things. Alfonso was in love with him, but Pericles didn´t reciprocate. And Alfonso swore that he would get back at him. So after death he became a demon who put up a show in order to destroy Pericles. He had used a few real facts and mixed them with lies so as to make the whole thing credible. Had Pericles accepted his help, the demon would have gained more rights and driven him to suicide. Now that he broke the deal of wanting him to be around the demon had no longer any power over him. Pericles was free from his influence once and for all and had learned a valuable lesson, not to trust a spirit he didn´t know. Evil spirits do everything in their power for us to accept them, so we must be very careful. When I learned how to send demons to the Light I sent this one too.

Among my own parallels´ past lives, only one who committed suicide went to the Light, and that´s because she did it to save her boyfriend. Some of those parallels incarnated as reds and committed thousands of murders. Consequently, a suicide can bring unexpected complications in a soul´s future lives.

Suicide can have diverse reasons and if the motive is altruistic, the soul usually goes to the Light. These cases aren´t actually suicides, but sacrifices. If the reason is depression or another negative feeling, they often stay in darkness or are taken by demons. And then they are born as reds. But we shouldn´t put all the blame on demons, we do have a mind of our own. We should have more faith in God and the divine plan for us and try to get out of depression and despair.